I’m supposed to b grateful for something but unfortunately im just extremely down and exhausted today. I have been trying to make myself be encouraged all day. It’s an exhausting process. I am just not happy. I hate being like this but it just happens.
My head been in the clouds like i am carrying them over my shoulders. Like a thick cloud is sitting on top of my head. I hope tomorrow is different. I am positive at least that maybe in the near future i will be happy
I thought if i pretended to be grateful and happy that would make me a hypocrite 🥺🥺🥺 i hope you do not feel sad because i am honest. I just m too ad to even pretend that I am happy and grateful today.
🍻🍻 here’s to hoping for better days ahead