I have been feeling extremely tired of late. It has been a trying year. My body went through a lot. I am still suffering from a lot of withdrawal symptoms but i have exhausted all my leave days this year in trying to deal with rhis invisible enemy of mine.
I am extremely grateful that our government made the 24th of December a public holiday and extended my vacation by one more day.
Did you know that one day can make a difference? Today i was at the boiling point. I discovered recently that I can not drink wine to relax myself as it has been causing brain stimulation which i am trying to avoid. This made the brain zaps-like feeling to return and i can feel the physical effects of stress. This led to nightmares that i had forgotten about sometime in July. They came back with a bang and i hate it. Its an exhausting process.
So you can imagine how happy I am today to have a public holiday. We are only returning to work in January so it means i have 2 straight weeks of lazying around, relaxing and recuperating. I need a beach day where i am just lazying around feeling the sun on my body. I need to just have no worries about work and clients shit. I am letting that go and focusing on me.
Glory be to God because He is good. I am so happy i can not explain it. Tomorrow i am sleeping in. I will make juice cocktails and cook some good food and just relax with my furry friend. I will probably do some painting and redecorate my walls. I mean 2 weeks is a lot and i am so happy to end this year.
Here’s to hoping thay 2021 is going to be better than 2020 and that all of us will come out winners….🍻🍻🍻
I hope you are all as happy and relieved as I am😊😊😊💕💕💕🤗🤗🤗💋💋💋✌
