I have been going through a very difficult time recently and for the first time in almost 10 months i had a massive panic attack, I have had anxiety episodes but nothing like this one. I stopped taking my meds in November so I found myself looking everywhere for them, my house was upside down all the drawers I checked and I have just ignored my psychiatrist so I could not call him up. I was going crazy. Then God calmed me down. I have to be honest I thought I was going to die and that caused me to have the attack.
Well unless you have gone through this you will never understand it. One day I used to be praying to die and the next I am praying to be saved from death 😄😄 I do not get it either. However God is my father and He gets me I guess. He has been faithful since Monday that I have been going through this.
I wanted to post a new series called healing Monday where I discuss about stuff that I need healing from and tackling one issue at a time. This has helped me through my therapy session and I wanted to make it a habit. I will do next week hopefully.
I want to thank God most of all for saving me, for embracing me in a hug and calming me down. I wanted meds but God showed me how to heal. He provided messages and everything I need for this journey. I am not sure how to explain this but I am so happy and feel favored to be called a child of God who is the great healer and the great Physician.
He encouraged me and He was there for me. If you are going through something today and you are desperate please Call unto him, He will show up for you. He has never failed to show up for me. I am so grateful.
For people of my country who are going through trying times with the pandemic…. I leave you with Jeremiah 8 v 18 to 22
You who are my Comforter in sorrow, my heart is faint within me.
Listen to the cry of my people from a land far away:
Is the Lord not in Zion? Is her King no longer there?
Why have they aroused my anger with their images, with their worthless foreign idols?
The harvest is past, the summer has ended, and we are not saved.
Since my people are crushed, I am crushed; I mourn, and horror grips me.
Is there no balm in Gilead? Is there no physician there?
Why then is there no healing for the wound of my people?Jeremiah 8 v 18 – 22 NIV bible gateway
There is a HEALER and Jesus is His name, He will show up at your point of need.
Please be encouraged today. Listen to your health officials and your local authorities and stay safe.
Be vigilant and stay safe…
Lots of love