Keeping up with Shaz

So it has been a long ride of a year and how time seems to slow down when you have nothing to do and flies as soon you find something to occupy you. I can not believe its the end of October already.

I recently started my Msc degree with a Russian University that i am sure i cannot afford but im taking it one day at a time. I am a full time student and studying business is so cool. I have learnt a lot the past month and I am loving the distance learning. Usually i would spend time siting, or painting or reading fan fiction oh how i miss those days. Now all i think about is the research that is due in June 2022 and the endless assignments.

I want to research on the impact of culture diversity on running a global business but i am not sure yet what my research question would be and the exact title but yeah m so caught up with that.

I had to give away my kitten to this lady who was looking for one and it pains me a lot. I had to do it as i cannot afford to travel with her to Russia. I hate it, i cried for days. I always thought she thinks i abandoned her so i visit her since i haven’t left yet. I hope she forgives me…

Being without money sucks and i have been thinking of ways to raise some money but still from this part of the world its tough. The money doesn’t have value so i just keep my eyes and ears open for opportunities.

I have found new meaning in life. Its like i have a new purpose now. However it wasn’t easy the first week i had panic attacks daily. I was always in a major depressive mood and i had to push through and now its all gone. I do not need any tranquillisers and i do not oversleep. Its like finally i can see where I am going. Sometimes it feels like I am running into a wall because of financial constraints but i cannot stop anymore, i will keep going and see what happens.

Wish me luck.

I hope you are doing well too. I am happy these days. I feel safe and i hope u all do too.

Lots of love ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

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