Confession Mondays (2)

Hi, I am back again with my confession Mondays/ healing mondays if you prefer. So I have been taken by the phrase IKIGAI – so I am researching my purpose for life. Recently life has not been kind to me or maybe that’s just depression talking but I went from getting sick with the “flu” […]

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Confession Mondays

Welcome to my new segment. I hope this will be fun as I confess, you know how the drama goes. Usually its not fun more like a sad super story but I swear I might have some interesting confessions in my bag. I just need to let it all out. If my life was a […]

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Last year in music

I love music a lot and one of the reasons i got through quarantine was that i had countless new music and i doscovered old songs for the first time as well. Soundcloud brought new hidden gems. Life could have been better but this was perfect. My favourite band released a new album that I […]

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I wonder

I sometimes wonder about a lot of things. I actually have a lot of time spent alone to have my mind wander around with nothing to do and end up wondering about things that I should have no business wondering about. I wonder how it feels to never know pain. Like emotional, chronic pain. The […]

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I miss you Dad

Dear Dad I really miss you. Today its raining again, I have not opened my curtains for the past two weeks, I am very low on energy but I can not take a break because I need to work to survive. I have to dad, I work so hard everyday, I put in long hours […]

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Did I overreact?

So yesterday a friend of mine asked me how I was doing and stuff after commenting on a picture I posted on my profile and then I said that I was fine but tired I just wanted to sleep because work is too much these days. His response was like “you should be grateful at […]

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Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare and yeah it wasn’t your average dream and i was so scared thinking what is happening. Everyone was not wearing a mask. I was trying to buy some food but I kept trying to avoid people because no one was wearing a mask. Then the shop did not have […]

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Testimony

So this is a random post but just like everything i do its weird. I like to always look for deeper meaning of everything and metaphors and stuff so yeah i end up coming up as a weirdo. Anyways last night i wanted to have a late night snack which is against what i have […]

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Need recommendations

You know how life is tough this year with the huge wave of the virus spreding and killing people, i need some distractions. I have fallen back onto some anxiety attacks and had a panic attack, i felt the effects over 3 days straight. I have not been on meds since November so it sucks […]

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