Dear soulmate

I am sorry for keeping you waiting. I am sorry i have not found you yet. I think the universe knows i am not ready yet. I am dealing with depression. Sometimes i just want to die and most days i am afraid to. I keep thinking of how unfair i have been to you. […]

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Dear Mum

Mum, of late i feel like i am lacking inspiration. I want to do better but i do not know what to do. I tried MMA last month, i was happy looking forward to training everyday. However because of covid on the rise again the gyms are closed and now m back to being in […]

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Dear Mum

I just discovered that u were born on the 1st of May and you died on the 28th of May. How do i get through May without you. Each year i used to think that May was difficult for me because usually that is when winter starts, so when i get sick and all i […]

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Dear Dr P

I hope this letter finds you well. It has been a couple of months since we last spoke. I want to apologize for not making it to the last 3 appointments. I have actually given up in trying to set up an appointment because I keep missing them. You see my life is currently messy […]

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To my mother

Mom its me… I obviously look for you everytime, not that i remember what you look like nor you what i look like. I have a few pictures and i can only imagine what your smile looks like and your hug felt like. I miss you more than you will ever know. As i lie […]

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Dear Inner Child

I have taken a long time to write to you but please understand that I always think of you. How have you been? How are you? I sincerely hope that you are doing well. I have spent most of 2020 in healing camp. I took so many days to just focus on healing from our […]

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Dear Jimin

Thank you…. If i have not been too busy with other stuff i would have written this letter a long time ago. I believe in giving people their roses whilst they can still smell them. Today i would like to give you yours and this is sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Thank you […]

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Dear Dad

I miss you soo soo sooo very much😭😭 25 May, 18 years ago, i was at boarding school during the mid morning study period in the dining hall at my school, when i heard my name being called and i was given a pass to go home. You sent a driver to my school to […]

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I hope you find this

Please find this, I pray Dear Boss Today is my birthday and i have found an excuse to be sentimental when no one can blame me. I hope you find this one day and that you will know that i was super grateful for you and your love. Tbh, when you joined the company i […]

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Happy birthday Jonghyun

Dear Jonghyun I miss you every day. I listen to Y Si Fuera Ella almost every time, Elevator and Lonely are also my all time favourite classics from you. Let me out, end of day, & so good bye, to mention a few on my playlist. These lyrics from Hyeya will forever echo my thoughts […]

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