The courage to change

I have been doing song therapy of late, I take a song that inspires me and find out what I like about it and observe how I feel and try to help myself with whatever good or bad. I am also trying to get to know myself more and more. I read somewhere that this […]

Kookie my love

So Kookie has been sick right and then one of my friends said to me ah even if she dies there are so many strays here u can just get one and replace her. OMG can people be any more insensitive. I was hurt but I just replied and said but she would not be […]

About painting and efforts

So some day in January before my flu case my boss who is my friend came to my house with her painting that she did for fun and she was not confident in it but her maid was so into it. She loved it. I honestly loved it to. She gave me paint and the […]

Rescued and loved

I woke up with a start, disoriented it was dark and i realised i was not on a bed but sittting with my back against a wall. I was feeling cold and shivering. I tried to find my bearings and i wasn’t sure where i was. I couldn’t find anything in my mind that could […]

Confession Mondays

Welcome to my new segment. I hope this will be fun as I confess, you know how the drama goes. Usually its not fun more like a sad super story but I swear I might have some interesting confessions in my bag. I just need to let it all out. If my life was a […]

Did I overreact?

So yesterday a friend of mine asked me how I was doing and stuff after commenting on a picture I posted on my profile and then I said that I was fine but tired I just wanted to sleep because work is too much these days. His response was like “you should be grateful at […]

Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare and yeah it wasn’t your average dream and i was so scared thinking what is happening. Everyone was not wearing a mask. I was trying to buy some food but I kept trying to avoid people because no one was wearing a mask. Then the shop did not have […]

Testimony

So this is a random post but just like everything i do its weird. I like to always look for deeper meaning of everything and metaphors and stuff so yeah i end up coming up as a weirdo. Anyways last night i wanted to have a late night snack which is against what i have […]

Need recommendations

You know how life is tough this year with the huge wave of the virus spreding and killing people, i need some distractions. I have fallen back onto some anxiety attacks and had a panic attack, i felt the effects over 3 days straight. I have not been on meds since November so it sucks […]

Random Encouragement post

I have been going through a very difficult time recently and for the first time in almost 10 months i had a massive panic attack, I have had anxiety episodes but nothing like this one. I stopped taking my meds in November so I found myself looking everywhere for them, my house was upside down […]