Confession Mondays

Welcome to my new segment. I hope this will be fun as I confess, you know how the drama goes. Usually its not fun more like a sad super story but I swear I might have some interesting confessions in my bag. I just need to let it all out. If my life was a […]

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Last year in music

I love music a lot and one of the reasons i got through quarantine was that i had countless new music and i doscovered old songs for the first time as well. Soundcloud brought new hidden gems. Life could have been better but this was perfect. My favourite band released a new album that I […]

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I wonder

I sometimes wonder about a lot of things. I actually have a lot of time spent alone to have my mind wander around with nothing to do and end up wondering about things that I should have no business wondering about. I wonder how it feels to never know pain. Like emotional, chronic pain. The […]

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I miss you Dad

Dear Dad I really miss you. Today its raining again, I have not opened my curtains for the past two weeks, I am very low on energy but I can not take a break because I need to work to survive. I have to dad, I work so hard everyday, I put in long hours […]

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Did I overreact?

So yesterday a friend of mine asked me how I was doing and stuff after commenting on a picture I posted on my profile and then I said that I was fine but tired I just wanted to sleep because work is too much these days. His response was like “you should be grateful at […]

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Nightmare

Last night I had a nightmare and yeah it wasn’t your average dream and i was so scared thinking what is happening. Everyone was not wearing a mask. I was trying to buy some food but I kept trying to avoid people because no one was wearing a mask. Then the shop did not have […]

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Testimony

So this is a random post but just like everything i do its weird. I like to always look for deeper meaning of everything and metaphors and stuff so yeah i end up coming up as a weirdo. Anyways last night i wanted to have a late night snack which is against what i have […]

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Need recommendations

You know how life is tough this year with the huge wave of the virus spreding and killing people, i need some distractions. I have fallen back onto some anxiety attacks and had a panic attack, i felt the effects over 3 days straight. I have not been on meds since November so it sucks […]

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Note to self 1

Do not let the fears pf this world distract you from what is important, your journey is too important. Believing in God and His protection will make you stronger and to trust the process. He cares for you. Nomatter how different you feel know that you are unique and your story deserves to be given […]

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Random Encouragement post

I have been going through a very difficult time recently and for the first time in almost 10 months i had a massive panic attack, I have had anxiety episodes but nothing like this one. I stopped taking my meds in November so I found myself looking everywhere for them, my house was upside down […]

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