Dear soulmate

I am sorry for keeping you waiting. I am sorry i have not found you yet. I think the universe knows i am not ready yet. I am dealing with depression. Sometimes i just want to die and most days i am afraid to. I keep thinking of how unfair i have been to you. […]

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Dear Mum

Mum, of late i feel like i am lacking inspiration. I want to do better but i do not know what to do. I tried MMA last month, i was happy looking forward to training everyday. However because of covid on the rise again the gyms are closed and now m back to being in […]

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The courage to change

I have been doing song therapy of late, I take a song that inspires me and find out what I like about it and observe how I feel and try to help myself with whatever good or bad. I am also trying to get to know myself more and more. I read somewhere that this […]

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My “That day” songs

If you have ever dealt with depression you will know how some days are just darker than the others. For me some days I do not even open my curtains and I do not want any light at all. It screams out loud at me and all I want is peace and quiet, my mind […]

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Dear Dr P

I hope this letter finds you well. It has been a couple of months since we last spoke. I want to apologize for not making it to the last 3 appointments. I have actually given up in trying to set up an appointment because I keep missing them. You see my life is currently messy […]

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To my mother

Mom its me… I obviously look for you everytime, not that i remember what you look like nor you what i look like. I have a few pictures and i can only imagine what your smile looks like and your hug felt like. I miss you more than you will ever know. As i lie […]

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Miss goodie two shoes

Confession mondays (5) Yep that’s me!!!! I know I have said before how I do not care for regrets in life, I honestly do not care for them but recently I came across something that really made me feel something that I never want to feel again. When I say I am a miss goodie […]

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Note to myself

Trust in the Lord oh my soul and rest in the peace of the Lord your God. And His peace shall stand guard and build a fortress to defend your heart and mind in Christ Jesus 🙏🙏🙏

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Confession Mondays (4)

Late post My post is late because my kitten kookie has been sick. She was in the pet clinic since Thursday night, i had to rush her there because she stopped breathing well, she had no appetite and was weak. She came home today finally. I have to be thankful that even if I’m broke […]

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Rescued and loved

I woke up with a start, disoriented it was dark and i realised i was not on a bed but sittting with my back against a wall. I was feeling cold and shivering. I tried to find my bearings and i wasn’t sure where i was. I couldn’t find anything in my mind that could […]

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