Dear soulmate

I am sorry for keeping you waiting. I am sorry i have not found you yet. I think the universe knows i am not ready yet. I am dealing with depression. Sometimes i just want to die and most days i am afraid to. I keep thinking of how unfair i have been to you. […]

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Dear Mum

Mum, of late i feel like i am lacking inspiration. I want to do better but i do not know what to do. I tried MMA last month, i was happy looking forward to training everyday. However because of covid on the rise again the gyms are closed and now m back to being in […]

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Dear Mum

I just discovered that u were born on the 1st of May and you died on the 28th of May. How do i get through May without you. Each year i used to think that May was difficult for me because usually that is when winter starts, so when i get sick and all i […]

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Dear Dr P

I hope this letter finds you well. It has been a couple of months since we last spoke. I want to apologize for not making it to the last 3 appointments. I have actually given up in trying to set up an appointment because I keep missing them. You see my life is currently messy […]

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To my mother

Mom its me… I obviously look for you everytime, not that i remember what you look like nor you what i look like. I have a few pictures and i can only imagine what your smile looks like and your hug felt like. I miss you more than you will ever know. As i lie […]

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Confession Mondays (4)

Late post My post is late because my kitten kookie has been sick. She was in the pet clinic since Thursday night, i had to rush her there because she stopped breathing well, she had no appetite and was weak. She came home today finally. I have to be thankful that even if I’m broke […]

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Rescued and loved

I woke up with a start, disoriented it was dark and i realised i was not on a bed but sittting with my back against a wall. I was feeling cold and shivering. I tried to find my bearings and i wasn’t sure where i was. I couldn’t find anything in my mind that could […]

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Random Encouragement post

I have been going through a very difficult time recently and for the first time in almost 10 months i had a massive panic attack, I have had anxiety episodes but nothing like this one. I stopped taking my meds in November so I found myself looking everywhere for them, my house was upside down […]

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Day 30 of gratitude month

Today i got lots of sun. I played alone by the beach with lots of sunshine i felt so happy. I ate good food, OMG the pizza i had today was simply out of this world. I visited a 4 star hotel one of which won the best luxury hotels in the world award. The […]

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Day 23 of gratitude month

I have been feeling extremely tired of late. It has been a trying year. My body went through a lot. I am still suffering from a lot of withdrawal symptoms but i have exhausted all my leave days this year in trying to deal with rhis invisible enemy of mine. I am extremely grateful that […]

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