Dear Mum

I just discovered that u were born on the 1st of May and you died on the 28th of May. How do i get through May without you. Each year i used to think that May was difficult for me because usually that is when winter starts, so when i get sick and all i […]

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Kookie my love

So Kookie has been sick right and then one of my friends said to me ah even if she dies there are so many strays here u can just get one and replace her. OMG can people be any more insensitive. I was hurt but I just replied and said but she would not be […]

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Forgiven

Note to myself Matthew 18:21‭-‬35 NLT Then Peter came to him and asked, “Lord, how often should I forgive someone who sins against me? Seven times?” “No, not seven times,” Jesus replied, “but seventy times seven! “Therefore, the Kingdom of Heaven can be compared to a king who decided to bring his accounts up to […]

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Call me “Mara”

Naomi said, “Don’t call me Naomi, call me Mara because the Almighty has made my life very bitter” – Ruth 1 v 20… So they told me it does not matter what you go through what matters is what you are made of. As i’m about to turn 32 i have been reflecting on the […]

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Miss goodie two shoes

Confession mondays (5) Yep that’s me!!!! I know I have said before how I do not care for regrets in life, I honestly do not care for them but recently I came across something that really made me feel something that I never want to feel again. When I say I am a miss goodie […]

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Note to myself

Trust in the Lord oh my soul and rest in the peace of the Lord your God. And His peace shall stand guard and build a fortress to defend your heart and mind in Christ Jesus 🙏🙏🙏

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Rescued and loved

I woke up with a start, disoriented it was dark and i realised i was not on a bed but sittting with my back against a wall. I was feeling cold and shivering. I tried to find my bearings and i wasn’t sure where i was. I couldn’t find anything in my mind that could […]

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Confession Mondays (2)

Hi, I am back again with my confession Mondays/ healing mondays if you prefer. So I have been taken by the phrase IKIGAI – so I am researching my purpose for life. Recently life has not been kind to me or maybe that’s just depression talking but I went from getting sick with the “flu” […]

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Note to self 1

Do not let the fears pf this world distract you from what is important, your journey is too important. Believing in God and His protection will make you stronger and to trust the process. He cares for you. Nomatter how different you feel know that you are unique and your story deserves to be given […]

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Day 27 of gratitude month

Today I am so grateful for a lot of things. The first being alive and well. I will never take this for granted. Last night I could not sleep so i was just awake until now. Its been more than 30 hours and i feel extremely tired. Usually i get brain electric like shocks if […]

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